4/24/09
Growing up means letting go.So meet me somewhere else. Meet me at Perpendicular Life.
4/22/09
Cheers to the unemployed.
The thing about not having work is that everyone in the family has the right to ask a "favor" from you. Quote favor unquote means that it's not actually a favor because you are forced to do it. And it's not like you have a choice.
Or let me take that back. Actually, you have a choice. You can either ignore it or you can do it because you know that a fight might come up if you choose to ignore it. There, nice options, huh?
So you probably know that I'm running a few errands here and there and that I do the second option to stay away from trouble. Big wow there! I am really beginning to think that I am a real master of control. Seriously, these past few weeks, I have a huge amount of it and it never fails to amaze me. It feels like I'm replacing Mara in Mara Clara and instead of wallowing in self pity, I always choose to sweep the floor, and dust the bad vibes off. Amazing!
Aside from the "favors" I'm doing, I am also dealing with a persistent guy. He is beginning to annoy me and all my friends know this: Guys in general annoy me if one of them is annoying me. That statement is full of annoyance. :p But seriously, I really am getting fed up. Imagine my surprise when I saw a message in my email address from him. It freakishly annoyed me because 1) he got my email address which means one of my friends betrayed me, grrr 2) he used text language with "d2", "qoh" and the likes. I mean, what are you, gay? and 3) I don't like him. Seeing him makes me puke. I'm not being mean, I just don't like him. And it's not like he doesn't know, come on.
But it's not completely his fault. After the cheating thing, the mistress-third party thing, I just had to stop. From where I stand right now, I think that it was the right thing to do. Graduation day helped me with everything, the realizations are just part of it, the actions made are the things that really mattered. It was, in fact, what brought me back to reality.
The reality is this: that the real world isn't really waiting contrary to the speeches said during commencement exercises. The world revolves for no one. It rotates for no one. It moves for no one but itself. It doesn't want to clash with bigger planets, it doesn't want to be the one to turn into tiny pieces. It's doing it's part in making the universe a better universe. And so you must do your part and move, revolve for no one and rotate for no one. Be the bigger person and move, wait for no one. Move for yourself because at the end of the day, what really matters is that you moved and your dreams are nearer than yesterday.
The thing about not having work is that everyone in the family has the right to ask a "favor" from you. Quote favor unquote means that it's not actually a favor because you are forced to do it. And it's not like you have a choice.
Or let me take that back. Actually, you have a choice. You can either ignore it or you can do it because you know that a fight might come up if you choose to ignore it. There, nice options, huh?
So you probably know that I'm running a few errands here and there and that I do the second option to stay away from trouble. Big wow there! I am really beginning to think that I am a real master of control. Seriously, these past few weeks, I have a huge amount of it and it never fails to amaze me. It feels like I'm replacing Mara in Mara Clara and instead of wallowing in self pity, I always choose to sweep the floor, and dust the bad vibes off. Amazing!
Aside from the "favors" I'm doing, I am also dealing with a persistent guy. He is beginning to annoy me and all my friends know this: Guys in general annoy me if one of them is annoying me. That statement is full of annoyance. :p But seriously, I really am getting fed up. Imagine my surprise when I saw a message in my email address from him. It freakishly annoyed me because 1) he got my email address which means one of my friends betrayed me, grrr 2) he used text language with "d2", "qoh" and the likes. I mean, what are you, gay? and 3) I don't like him. Seeing him makes me puke. I'm not being mean, I just don't like him. And it's not like he doesn't know, come on.
But it's not completely his fault. After the cheating thing, the mistress-third party thing, I just had to stop. From where I stand right now, I think that it was the right thing to do. Graduation day helped me with everything, the realizations are just part of it, the actions made are the things that really mattered. It was, in fact, what brought me back to reality.
The reality is this: that the real world isn't really waiting contrary to the speeches said during commencement exercises. The world revolves for no one. It rotates for no one. It moves for no one but itself. It doesn't want to clash with bigger planets, it doesn't want to be the one to turn into tiny pieces. It's doing it's part in making the universe a better universe. And so you must do your part and move, revolve for no one and rotate for no one. Be the bigger person and move, wait for no one. Move for yourself because at the end of the day, what really matters is that you moved and your dreams are nearer than yesterday.
4/8/09
After graduation, everything felt a little weird.
Weird. Isn't weird a funny word? Like, define weird. Exactly. I am not sure if I can do that for you. Because I am a little weird myself. Whatever.
Remember the grad list I was planning to write, I figured I couldn't share all of them. Because, where would the running joke be in that? My friends an I sometimes enjoy a little privacy. So we can make fun... at other people's expense. YEAH, mean bone. Yeah.
Anyway, this I have to tell. On my way to school last April one, realizations came running to me. I knew that graduation welcomes new beginnings, I just had no idea that it was going to be THAT big. I was just not ready for something that big yet.
I think that what I really need right now is my well-deserved vacation. And I am will get that, just you wait.
But you still have to commend me. I've had the best self control this past weeks. And I am beginning to be really good at it. I have to thank these cheesy background songs for that. Nina's SOMEDAY is on loop. And I am beginning to hate it, but self control said that listening to it might help me get better, and so it goes on. ANG LABO.
Seriously, this is what I have to say to all of you girls out there who are either sulking in one corner or crying their hearts out because of a guy... YOU, yes you can do so much better than that. People, I just learned how to bake REAL edible cookies. Isn't that the best part of all this drama? You get to be a better you and that's what this is all about.
I'm not saying that you should stop crying at this moment. No. As if you'll stop! It's okay to cry, but be sure you won't cry for the same reaso0n anymore when you stop. Cause then, it'll be called stupidity. And you wouldn't want to be called stupid, right? Right.
So this is what exactly what I am saying, after all those palaboks... that you are going to be better after this and that no matter how hurt you feel right now, it will all go away sooner (or later?). So I wish you the best of luck.
BYE :p
P.S:
I know you find this entry quite malabo, as a matter of fact, I do find it malabo too... but it made me feel better. I hope it did the same to you.
Weird. Isn't weird a funny word? Like, define weird. Exactly. I am not sure if I can do that for you. Because I am a little weird myself. Whatever.
Remember the grad list I was planning to write, I figured I couldn't share all of them. Because, where would the running joke be in that? My friends an I sometimes enjoy a little privacy. So we can make fun... at other people's expense. YEAH, mean bone. Yeah.
Anyway, this I have to tell. On my way to school last April one, realizations came running to me. I knew that graduation welcomes new beginnings, I just had no idea that it was going to be THAT big. I was just not ready for something that big yet.
I think that what I really need right now is my well-deserved vacation. And I am will get that, just you wait.
But you still have to commend me. I've had the best self control this past weeks. And I am beginning to be really good at it. I have to thank these cheesy background songs for that. Nina's SOMEDAY is on loop. And I am beginning to hate it, but self control said that listening to it might help me get better, and so it goes on. ANG LABO.
Seriously, this is what I have to say to all of you girls out there who are either sulking in one corner or crying their hearts out because of a guy... YOU, yes you can do so much better than that. People, I just learned how to bake REAL edible cookies. Isn't that the best part of all this drama? You get to be a better you and that's what this is all about.
I'm not saying that you should stop crying at this moment. No. As if you'll stop! It's okay to cry, but be sure you won't cry for the same reaso0n anymore when you stop. Cause then, it'll be called stupidity. And you wouldn't want to be called stupid, right? Right.
So this is what exactly what I am saying, after all those palaboks... that you are going to be better after this and that no matter how hurt you feel right now, it will all go away sooner (or later?). So I wish you the best of luck.
BYE :p
P.S:
I know you find this entry quite malabo, as a matter of fact, I do find it malabo too... but it made me feel better. I hope it did the same to you.
3/27/09
American Idol
3/23/09
I will move.
I have to.
I have to.
3/22/09
I love my friends. I love my friends.
3/21/09
I have ten minutes to kill. Let's do this.
I am starting on my "what made my college life a woohoo" list when I realized that I had my fair share of "boohoo" things too. And so, my final list will be a four-part list on what made my college life a TOTAL winner and a MIGHTY disaster. I am starting on it. Just you wait.
Oh but, wait.
My research professor is killing me and my blockmates. So, will I ever get around to finishing it? I DON'T KNOW. Let's just hope I will.
Will hit the mall in five minutes to find some darn book. Been looking for it for weeks, no luck. I need it so my blockmates and I can graduate on time and get this over with.
COLLABORATIVE ACTION RESEARCH by SAGOR.
If you happen to see one, contact me.
Now, I'm out.
I am starting on my "what made my college life a woohoo" list when I realized that I had my fair share of "boohoo" things too. And so, my final list will be a four-part list on what made my college life a TOTAL winner and a MIGHTY disaster. I am starting on it. Just you wait.
Oh but, wait.
My research professor is killing me and my blockmates. So, will I ever get around to finishing it? I DON'T KNOW. Let's just hope I will.
Will hit the mall in five minutes to find some darn book. Been looking for it for weeks, no luck. I need it so my blockmates and I can graduate on time and get this over with.
COLLABORATIVE ACTION RESEARCH by SAGOR.
If you happen to see one, contact me.
Now, I'm out.